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| Today is Thanksgiving and I could really care less. I talked to Shea today and I told him how I dont talk to anyone in my family and that I dont give a fuck about it. It bothers me like no other, hence why I could care less about holidays. My friend Robin kinda keeps asking about Christmas shopping and I'm thinking "ok, I really have nobody to shop for". Christmas and new years eve is gonna be just as stupid as today for me, unless I see Charlotte (and she doesn't blow me off like she did last night) or I see Kevin. Otherwise, seriously, why should I care??
Until I have a family of my own will I care about this stuff.
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| So I came back today from seeing Kevin for 2 whole days...haha. I was supposed to come back yesterday but I literally slept all day there but he didn't seem to mind at all. He's just so sweet. Saturday morning I was there and I helped him do a couple last minute things and then I went to Marc's for him to pick up sauce and he went to Giant Eagle to get his stuff. He came back and one of his guests were there. He was a pretty nice guy. Well I was the only girl with 5 guys and then Corrie fucking comes walking in. I was pissed but then I decided to say 'fuck it' and knew that I was better than her and ya know what? She actually wasn't bad for once. I told Lee and since he's accepting the fact that I'm with Kevin he said that she was acting cool cause it was his place and it was on my "turf"...haha I loved how he said that. Then Kevin did two awesome things and it was sweet cause it was right infront of her too. I was all into the football game and I didnt wanna eat right away, so I told Kevin that and then he gave me his camera and had me take some pictures. He trusts me with his things, thats why Im mentioning this. THEN, Corrie asked him if he went to the meetup event the night that I was helping him clean and he said he was cleaning...then he mentioned me (which I was kinda shocked by--but it was nice) and thanked me for helping him=) I felt all special.
I took the top pic...notice my awesome picture taking skills...:)
Corrie took the second pic. Picture taking FAIL! But notice how I'm looking at Kevin<33
Nobody really stayed that long and I chilled with Kevin afterward and I watched him play Counterstrike and Call of Duty and then at midnight, we ate more speghetti:) I'm glad cause I was starving. Then around 1:30am I couldnt stay up anymore, so I went to bed and he soon joined me. Then Monday, I slept all day and I woke up around 6:30pm and Kevin was passed out in his recliner infront of the computer. So I woke him up and told him to come into the bedroom. I was worried that he was gonna get sick or that he'd be in pain from sleeping like he was. So he joined me and I held him. He woke up a bit later and tried to get away from me and I grabbed him and he layed on me. Then my mouth was on the inside of his neck and his face was in the same spot on me. Then we had really aggressive sex and he interlocked his hands with mine and then when we were done, he didnt let go of my one hand:) It was so freaking sweet. I loved it. He got up and he covered me as he sorta chuckled. It was cute. This morning I woke up with him cause I figured I better leave before he gets annoyed (I dont think he minds me being there) and I left with him. I hugged him outside and he thanked me again for helping him clean. I went to Marcs in Strongsville and then to Giant Eagle since Kevin's spot for Coca-Cola is that Giant Eagle and I wasn't sure if I'd see him or not, but I decided to walk around anyways since I had 30 mins to kill before I went to the library. As I'm walking around, there he is...stocking pop in the aisle. I kept walking around getting glimpses but I didn't want him to see me but it was nice. Then I left cause I knew that if I didn't, he would've saw me for sure, but it was so nice seeing him. I'd smile each time I did. =)
He updated his FB status and he commented back to me...so he obviously doesn't hate me...haha.
Kevin Tutie What's on my mind? I'll tell you what's on my mind. These scrumptous Spudnut donuts. MMmmmmmm very tasty!
Jeannie Kiehl
Ok and so his 2 really close guy friends were supposed to come to his speghetti dinner thing and they didn't. I hope he realizes that the people who did actually care...I'm not talking about Corrie here either since her rsvp was no. But seriously, I hope he does. I'm still glad he called me to help him clean tho;) He should know that I would help him anytime tho. I love being with him:)
I think he seriously does like me tho...I honestly think he just gets really scared. I know it...
OH and he has scratch/scab marks on his body from me dragging my nails on his skin on Saturday. Oops...I didn't mean to hurt him....that much;)
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| I saw Kevin last night and it was amazing. He called me around 3pm and I was there by 4pm or so to help him clean. I was cleaning the vent thing and I didnt think it would've been sharp but I somehow sliced my finger open and it wouldnt stop bleeding:( He had ONE band-aid and if he wouldn't have had that, I dont know what I would've done. It hurt so bad! I hit it last night when I was getting in my car to come home (boo) and it hurt all the way home.
Then he gave me one of the shirts from the softball game over the summer so now I can wear this all the time and think of him even more than I already do<3 I slept in it last night too. YAY
He was so funny yesterday. He sings along with songs right infront of me and I fucking love his voice. :) Then we had some good sex ha...3 times. Oh and I came like 3 times too haha Then we finished cleaning and before I left, most of it was done. I kinda just ran out of stuff to do or I didn't know how he wanted things done, he does things his own way. So I was back here by 3am or so and Lee was drunk. Then I passed out.
Now Im sitting here and I'm leaving around 11am cause he wanted me there around 11:45am so we can go to Marc's and buy food cause I told him that it's cheaper and since I'm so nice, I will let him use my discount too. I hope that after everything, I can chill with him more, have more sex and spend the night;) Cross your fingers:)
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| Kevin just called me!!! I was supposed to call him today and I fell asleep and he called. We were really funny and flirty on the phone too. We're both like "huh?" "what?" (pretending that we couldn't hear on the phone) LOL. So he said he called me cause he wanted to see if I wanted to help him clean TONIGHT! I said of course and he was happy. He hasnt even started I guess hahahaha. We're both gonna get so gross from cleaning. But it will be soooooo fun. Then Im supposed to go back in the morning, but who knows, I may end up there tonight too which would be amazing! HA.
But yeah, he called me!
I'm the happiest I've been in a while right now.
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| Where art thou miss rubber duckie girl?? :) I miss you.
I'm seeing Kevin this sunday and I cannot wait. I should be in bed now since I work tomorrow and then I have a fun night after that. Two things made me think of Kevin in the shower tonight. I have bruises on my ass....from a week ago...or about...will be a week tomorrow(well today since it's 12:04am) and then I found something else...too funny.
I couldn't fall asleep last night either. I think I was just too excited about this sunday haha. Ugh, I need to go to bed now. Night.
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